International Babylost Mother's Day: May 1st 2011

Next Sunday I am hosting a Mother's Day luncheon for my Face 2 Face group in honor of International Babylost Mother's Day. Here is the poem I wrote for the ladies (as well as myself). Enjoy! :)

Mother's Day

Some do not understand,
or remember me today.
Just 'cause my baby is not here,
do I not qualify for Mother's Day?

A mother loves her child,
to the ends of the Earth,
she carries her baby in her womb,
and awaits her baby's birth.

She treasures every moment
she spent with her precious baby,
I felt, knew, and know these things,
so why shouldn't Mother's Day be for me?

A homemade Mother's Day card from my baby,
I never get to see,
but what my baby made me feel,
is what made me a Mommy.

Today is a day for Mother's,
and though it may not always show,
I am as much of a Mother as
any other that I know.

Happy International Babylost Mother's Day to all of the Angel Baby Mommies out there. xoxo

Baby Rhames

My birthday is tomorrow and my aunt is starting pitocin as I write this so it looks like her baby and I will share a birthday! I am very excited for her. We were pregnant together (only 2 weeks apart) and I couldn't be happier for her. Keep her in your thoughts tonight. I know Hayden is watching over his baby cousin tonight :)

My Beautiful Boy is still making an Impact

  

Jeff and I were so excited to go out to the cemetery the other day to find his permanent headstone was placed. It is just gorgeous.I still can't get over how big his feet were for being only 28w 4d gestation...Those are his feet to size!!

Also, for my "Hayden J is Here to Stay" pledge page (raising pledges in honor of Angel Babies) $70.00 has already been raised!! I am so pleased! :)) PLEASE spread the word and if anyone can donate ANYTHING  (even $3.00) It would be a wonderful gesture. HERE is the link.

My boy is making me stronger and stronger every day. I love him so much for that. I can't wait until he chooses a perfect little brother or sister and sends him/her down from heaven to be with us. I know Hayden is gonna be choosey 'cause he wants the best for his mama and dada :)

Strange Dream

Last night I dreamed that I was in the hospital giving birth to Hayden and the doctors placed him on my chest. I already knew he was gone, but I wanted to sleep through the night with him on my chest. Suddenly, he started breathing and came back to life. I was so excited! Later on, I was on a trip with some friends and we all had our babies with us, and in our hotel rooms, there were needles and syringes all over our hotel room floor. It was so weird...Today also marks exactly three months since I gave birth.
Anyone have a dream interpretation book?