I wasn't going to post this until tomorrow, but I know I won't be on here more than likely, so here it is a day early. Be sure to watch the video at the bottom.
This day should have gone much differently,
I shouldn't be alone,
I should be hearing you coo and cry,
and eager to bring you home.
Your tiny fingers should be wrapped around mine,
as I softly kiss your head,
But today I am going to visit your grave,
and place flowers there instead.
I miss you, Hayden, oh so much,
my heart aches every day,
especially when I see everyone else,
watching their children play.
I know that I will see you again,
and that you will recognize me,
I can't wait for that time but until then,
I will always be your mommy.
Though today didn't go as I had planned,
and hoped for it to be,
Now I have an angel,
always watching over me.