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Wednesday, January 19, 2011


"An Angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth.
And whispered as she closed the book, "Too beautiful for earth."
~Author Unknown~

I found this quote and absolutely fell in love. So perfect. I am going to have it engraved on his headstone.
You know, after the beautiful service yesterday, I just feel so at peace. Honestly, I really didn't cry as much as I thought I would and I think that has to do with the fact that Hayden was holding my hand the entire time and wiping my tears away. I just know that he is so happy where he is and I feel so lucky that I got to be his mother and the one who carried him all those months.
The balloon release was just absolutely breath-taking. It was just such an overwhelming sense of, I don't know what other word to use but peace. Really, that's all I can say about it. I love my son so much and miss him soooo incredibly much, but I am so happy for him that he gets to be in heaven dancing in the clouds while he waits for me.

1 comment:

  1. ok.. so I have lots of ideas for photo opps for his big birthday coming up. let me know how much u would allow me to go overboard (every auntie has this urge... ;) ) and I'll get working on all of it. these photos I have in mind will conclude the book ive been making for you since the beginning of Hayden's entire journey.. so once everything is printed and we have a lil gathering (if thats what u still wanted to do); the book can be ordered and it will arrive to your mail box hot off the press. =) Love u momma